Izuku "Deku" Midoriya (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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[When the water's heated up enough, Izuku adds the last of the hot cocoa mix to the mugs, pours the water in, and then brings the cups over to the table. He sets one in front of Minato before he sits down.]
I'll ask only if you're okay with it, Arisato-kun.
Even though Izuku does have questions, and he's practically squirming with the need to ask them, Minato's comfort is still the most important.]
I'll ask only if you're okay with it, Arisato-kun.
Even though Izuku does have questions, and he's practically squirming with the need to ask them, Minato's comfort is still the most important.]
[Minato knows. After something like that, he imagines Izuku must have so many questions.
He won't begrudge him that.
His own expression is more rueful than anything.]
It isn't anything that will hurt me. I guess I was just... getting comfortable with people not knowing here.
... You can ask. It's okay.
He won't begrudge him that.
His own expression is more rueful than anything.]
It isn't anything that will hurt me. I guess I was just... getting comfortable with people not knowing here.
... You can ask. It's okay.
[Well, if Minato himself says it's okay... even with the reassurance, Izuku still hesitates.]
Comfortable not knowing what?
[It's said softly. Izuku's hands tighten around his cup.]
Comfortable not knowing what?
[It's said softly. Izuku's hands tighten around his cup.]
[It doesn't sink in, at first. Izuku stares at him blankly, wondering if he'd heard wrong.]
You...what?
[He definitely heard that wrong.]
You...what?
[He definitely heard that wrong.]
[That's the reaction he should have been expecting, right...? It's still hard to see that look on Izuku's face and to know that he put it there.]
... I... was in a situation where there was no other good option. If I hadn't, so many people would have died. And so...
I chose to give up my life.
... I... was in a situation where there was no other good option. If I hadn't, so many people would have died. And so...
I chose to give up my life.
Arisato-kun... [It's barely a whisper. But of course. In all the scenarios Izuku could have thought of, this one makes so much sense. Minato giving his life to save people, it's something that he would do.
...there's something else, though. This conversation's stirring up a flash of a memory, of another conversation that they'd had before.
Izuku inhales sharply.]
When I asked you if dying to protect people was a good thing before...that's what you were thinking about...wasn't it?
...there's something else, though. This conversation's stirring up a flash of a memory, of another conversation that they'd had before.
Izuku inhales sharply.]
When I asked you if dying to protect people was a good thing before...that's what you were thinking about...wasn't it?
[He isn't surprised that Izuku picks up on that immediately. His eyes slide shut, and he draws in a slow breath...
Though his expression and tone are both calm.]
...I did what I had to do. There...was no other option. I tried everything else, but...
[...]
There was a lot more I still wanted to experience, too. I wanted...
[...he shakes his head, trailing off.]
... So please. Treasure your life. Hold onto it with everything you have. There's always so much more to live for.
Though his expression and tone are both calm.]
...I did what I had to do. There...was no other option. I tried everything else, but...
[...]
There was a lot more I still wanted to experience, too. I wanted...
[...he shakes his head, trailing off.]
... So please. Treasure your life. Hold onto it with everything you have. There's always so much more to live for.
[It's the last words that get to him, like a knife to the heart. Before, he could think through the shock, but now it's like everything's finally sinking in. His mouth wobbles.]
When...when I kept asking you about your friends, and what you'd do when you got back home... [Izuku's voice breaks and he closes his eyes against the tears that are threatening to spill.] Why didn't you say anything back then?
When...when I kept asking you about your friends, and what you'd do when you got back home... [Izuku's voice breaks and he closes his eyes against the tears that are threatening to spill.] Why didn't you say anything back then?
...not your fault. [It's muffled, a little, when Izuku sniffs and hurriedly scrubs the tears away, covering his face as he does so.]
I think...I would've done the same thing. I just feel bad...I kept asking you all that stuff and it just reminded you of what happened.
I think...I would've done the same thing. I just feel bad...I kept asking you all that stuff and it just reminded you of what happened.
... No, don't feel bad.
[That gets a quick shake of Minato's head, even as he frowns.]
It's my fault for not telling you. And... I don't--
[...]
I'm okay with it. Honest, I am. Even if I wanted to be able to live a little longer... it was my choice, and I don't have any regrets.
[That gets a quick shake of Minato's head, even as he frowns.]
It's my fault for not telling you. And... I don't--
[...]
I'm okay with it. Honest, I am. Even if I wanted to be able to live a little longer... it was my choice, and I don't have any regrets.
[Minato seems...sincere, and Izuku knows that he is, when he remembers what they'd talked about before. It makes sense, now that he can put the pieces together, that this must've been the last resort for him.]
Things must have been really bad, if you had to do this. [Izuku finally says quietly.] What...what happened?
Things must have been really bad, if you had to do this. [Izuku finally says quietly.] What...what happened?
... It's not a happy story, but...
[If Izuku wants to know, he deserves to know. Minato's quiet for a moment, but more to get his thoughts in order than anything--
And then quietly, he begins to speak.]
Back home...for awhile, people were starting to have a sort of mentality that was...really damaging. People stopped wanting to live their lives. They were just going through the motions, because they didn't know what else to do.
...And that attitude...eventually, it ended up calling on a goddess.
[A slow breath.]
Nyx is the goddess of eternal night. She's... not malevolent, nor is she benevolent. She just is.
[...]
And when she heard humanity calling out for death... that what she came to give everyone.
[If Izuku wants to know, he deserves to know. Minato's quiet for a moment, but more to get his thoughts in order than anything--
And then quietly, he begins to speak.]
Back home...for awhile, people were starting to have a sort of mentality that was...really damaging. People stopped wanting to live their lives. They were just going through the motions, because they didn't know what else to do.
...And that attitude...eventually, it ended up calling on a goddess.
[A slow breath.]
Nyx is the goddess of eternal night. She's... not malevolent, nor is she benevolent. She just is.
[...]
And when she heard humanity calling out for death... that what she came to give everyone.
I just didn't know what you thought of me back then.
[Izuku doesn't regret meddling during the Sports Festival, but he did meddle. With the limited interaction he'd had with Shouto back then, he'd had no idea how things would turn out once the dust settled.]
[Izuku doesn't regret meddling during the Sports Festival, but he did meddle. With the limited interaction he'd had with Shouto back then, he'd had no idea how things would turn out once the dust settled.]
[Minato's right. It's not a happy story at all. Just hearing it makes Izuku's chest feel tight, with worry for the people of Minato's world, with worry for the rest of the story.]
I don't understand. [Izuku murmurs, eyes sad as they watch Minato.] What was causing people to think that way?
[It sounds...unnatural, to wish for death. And for so many to think that way, enough that this goddess heard... there must have been an explanation for it.]
I don't understand. [Izuku murmurs, eyes sad as they watch Minato.] What was causing people to think that way?
[It sounds...unnatural, to wish for death. And for so many to think that way, enough that this goddess heard... there must have been an explanation for it.]
... Nothing.
[Isn't that the most tragic part?
It can be argued that eventually, it was Nyx's influence--but people called to her anyway. In the end, it was people, just people, because...]
People... just started to lose hope. They lost sight of what living was all about, and... got apathetic. And that apathy was enough to call out to her.
Not everyone, of course. But...a lot of people did feel that way. Because life can be hard sometimes, and people forget just how important living really is.
[Isn't that the most tragic part?
It can be argued that eventually, it was Nyx's influence--but people called to her anyway. In the end, it was people, just people, because...]
People... just started to lose hope. They lost sight of what living was all about, and... got apathetic. And that apathy was enough to call out to her.
Not everyone, of course. But...a lot of people did feel that way. Because life can be hard sometimes, and people forget just how important living really is.
That's really sad, Arisato-kun. [Though Izuku's no stranger to feeling lost and hopeless, he'd always had something that could give him some of that hope back in the end. It hurts, thinking about how weighed down those people must have felt to get to that point.]
So... the goddess showed up in your world. [A pause as he worries at his lips. He's starting to put the pieces together.] Did you...fight her? Is that what happened?
[That seems like the kind of thing Minato would do... but how did things turn out the way they were in the vision? This doesn't make sense.]
So... the goddess showed up in your world. [A pause as he worries at his lips. He's starting to put the pieces together.] Did you...fight her? Is that what happened?
[That seems like the kind of thing Minato would do... but how did things turn out the way they were in the vision? This doesn't make sense.]
... Yeah, we did. Me, and my team. We... had to.
[Minato looks down at his hands...but then he clears his throat, lifting his chin.]
Because humanity didn't deserve to die over a mistake. Maybe... maybe to a lot of people it felt like there wasn't anything left to live for. But if they just had more time, then I'm sure they would have realized--just how much there is.
So...we had to fight her. Even though we knew we couldn't win.
Everyone deserved a second chance.
[Minato looks down at his hands...but then he clears his throat, lifting his chin.]
Because humanity didn't deserve to die over a mistake. Maybe... maybe to a lot of people it felt like there wasn't anything left to live for. But if they just had more time, then I'm sure they would have realized--just how much there is.
So...we had to fight her. Even though we knew we couldn't win.
Everyone deserved a second chance.
They really did. We barely had any time after the festival before internships happened... and then Stain.
[Izuku hooks his chin over Shouto's shoulder with a smile.]
Things could've ended really badly if you hadn't showed up.
[Izuku hooks his chin over Shouto's shoulder with a smile.]
Things could've ended really badly if you hadn't showed up.
Arisato-kun... [Though he knows this didn't end well for Minato in the end, Izuku can't help but be struck by how incredibly brave his friend is at the same time. He exhales shakily.]
You're really incredible, you know that, right?
You're really incredible, you know that, right?
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