I mean that...you're a really caring person. So it's fitting, in a way, that your worst memories are where someone else was suffering.
[It's very Izuku!!]
But you know... even though I think you're right, and that All Might's an amazing hero...that doesn't mean that someone else can't be an inspiration like him too--just in their own way, instead. Not just like him, because I'm sure nobody could ever be like him, but...
O-oh. [Izuku's shoulders hunch in a little when Minato points it out.] All Might is ....special. He's my hero. Seeing him like that... [His throat works for a moment.] Of course it would leave a impression on me.
[Minato's words leave an impression, too, leaving Izuku looking pensive.] Maybe you're right. [Somehow, he manages to say it with just the slightest wobble in his smile. "Just in their own way." He knows that All Might believes in him, expects him to become the next Symbol of Peace. While Izuku is grateful for all of his support, most days, his worries get the better of him. Not for the first time, Izuku wonders if he really was the right one to inherit One for all.]
I think that's all for me. [There's something tight in his chest that makes Izuku all too happy to pass the baton onto Minato now.]
[...Well. He'll leave it alone at that. With a memory like that, Minato can only imagine just how much Izuku has on his shoulders.
He won't press, not right now. Instead, he'll tuck that information away, to examine later. For now...? He nods quietly.]
Right... My turn, then.
[He wasn't lying when he said it wasn't that big of a deal to him; it hasn't come up yet only because nobody really asked.
But Minato just nods quietly, expression more contemplative than anything. He's experienced a lot over the past year, but he always had SEES with him for that, and that helped. It's being alone that resonates most with him, so it's probably no surprise that when he finally speaks, it's just to quietly offer:]
When I was six... there was an accident. My parents were driving, and something went wrong. [Of course, he knows now what went wrong, but...it's not relevant right now.]
[Izuku's almost thankful when it's Minato's turn. It's like he said earlier, it's always easier for him to focus on someone else's feelings than his own--a leftover from his growing up the way that he did. There was no point to focusing on his hurt feelings when no one really cared. Except for his mom, of course, but Izuku couldn't put more on her shoulders when she already worried so much.
He shakes away that line of thought, concentrating on what Minato's telling him instead. Immediately, sympathy wells up in him. Six...that's so young to lose your parents.]
Arisato-kun... [Izuku reaches across the table to place a hand on Minato's, just a simple touch as a show of support.] I'm sorry about what happened to your parents... but I'm also glad that you survived.
[Oh... he smiles a little at that touch, offering Izuku a softly peaceful expression. It may be one of his worst memories, especially knowing what came after, but...he's had a lot of time to come to terms with it, too.]
...Yeah, I am too. I was confused about it for a long time. I saw my mother there, when she was...
[dying....]
And I remember she was smiling.
[...]
I couldn't figure out why, not for a long time, but now... I think it's because she was just happy I was alive.
[Even when she was dying... that was her first thought.]
[At first, Izuku didn't think it could get worse, but it definitely just did. It was bad enough without Minato having seen his mom in that state as well. Just thinking about it, if it were him in that situation, he knows that memory would have bothere him, too.
Izuku keeps his hand there, squeezing Minato's just a little as he gathers his thoughts. I'm here for you, that gesture says. And it's just as well that Izuku's eyes are already red from crying earlier because he knows the tears will come again.]
It must've been awful, remembering something like that. [Then, he adds fierceley--] I'm glad you figured it out, Arisato-kun.
[It's true that at the time, it was awful. And even now, it's a lot for Minato to process. But he's grown a lot since then. He understands even better than he did back then, and with every day, he feels as though he understands a bit better.
If he had a regret (and he doesn't), it would just be that he wasn't able to do what his mother had been so happy to see--that he wasn't able to live longer for her.
But he made his choices, and he doesn't regret that.
So, quietly:]
I'm okay now--but thank you, Midoriya-kun. I do feel a bit better now that I've shared... I hope that you do too, even if just a little.
That's good. [He smiles at Minato now--it's genuine, even if it's not as bright as it usually is.] I...feel a little better, too. What happened at Kamino ward that night... people don't like to talk about it a lot, you know?
[Izuku doesn't blame them. They'd lost their Symbol of Peace that night, after all.]
And since it was showed everywhere...it just seemed like people didn't feel a need to bring it up either, aside from the change in rankings.
[Izuku nods slowly. What had happened to All Might had hit them all hard--the only person he's ever talked to about this before was Bakugou. And that wasn't his choice at all.]
Arisato-kun, have you ever talked to anyone before about... what happened to you?
I don't know that there was ever really a need to. A lot of people have been through a lot of painful things in their lives, so I guess there was never any real reason to bring it up.
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[It's very Izuku!!]
But you know... even though I think you're right, and that All Might's an amazing hero...that doesn't mean that someone else can't be an inspiration like him too--just in their own way, instead. Not just like him, because I'm sure nobody could ever be like him, but...
In a different way.
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[Minato's words leave an impression, too, leaving Izuku looking pensive.] Maybe you're right. [Somehow, he manages to say it with just the slightest wobble in his smile. "Just in their own way." He knows that All Might believes in him, expects him to become the next Symbol of Peace. While Izuku is grateful for all of his support, most days, his worries get the better of him. Not for the first time, Izuku wonders if he really was the right one to inherit One for all.]
I think that's all for me. [There's something tight in his chest that makes Izuku all too happy to pass the baton onto Minato now.]
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He won't press, not right now. Instead, he'll tuck that information away, to examine later. For now...? He nods quietly.]
Right... My turn, then.
[He wasn't lying when he said it wasn't that big of a deal to him; it hasn't come up yet only because nobody really asked.
But Minato just nods quietly, expression more contemplative than anything. He's experienced a lot over the past year, but he always had SEES with him for that, and that helped. It's being alone that resonates most with him, so it's probably no surprise that when he finally speaks, it's just to quietly offer:]
When I was six... there was an accident. My parents were driving, and something went wrong. [Of course, he knows now what went wrong, but...it's not relevant right now.]
... I was the only one who survived it.
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He shakes away that line of thought, concentrating on what Minato's telling him instead. Immediately, sympathy wells up in him. Six...that's so young to lose your parents.]
Arisato-kun... [Izuku reaches across the table to place a hand on Minato's, just a simple touch as a show of support.] I'm sorry about what happened to your parents... but I'm also glad that you survived.
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...Yeah, I am too. I was confused about it for a long time. I saw my mother there, when she was...
[dying....]
And I remember she was smiling.
[...]
I couldn't figure out why, not for a long time, but now... I think it's because she was just happy I was alive.
[Even when she was dying... that was her first thought.]
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Izuku keeps his hand there, squeezing Minato's just a little as he gathers his thoughts. I'm here for you, that gesture says. And it's just as well that Izuku's eyes are already red from crying earlier because he knows the tears will come again.]
It must've been awful, remembering something like that. [Then, he adds fierceley--] I'm glad you figured it out, Arisato-kun.
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If he had a regret (and he doesn't), it would just be that he wasn't able to do what his mother had been so happy to see--that he wasn't able to live longer for her.
But he made his choices, and he doesn't regret that.
So, quietly:]
I'm okay now--but thank you, Midoriya-kun. I do feel a bit better now that I've shared... I hope that you do too, even if just a little.
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[Izuku doesn't blame them. They'd lost their Symbol of Peace that night, after all.]
And since it was showed everywhere...it just seemed like people didn't feel a need to bring it up either, aside from the change in rankings.
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[A hugely terrible thing had happened, a hero that everyone had looked up to had suffered like that while also having a big secret revealed...]
... But I'm glad you don't have to carry it all on your own, either. That's definitely the sort of burden that should be shared.
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Arisato-kun, have you ever talked to anyone before about... what happened to you?
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[Minato just shrugs a little, tilting his head.]
I don't know that there was ever really a need to. A lot of people have been through a lot of painful things in their lives, so I guess there was never any real reason to bring it up.
[He's pretty okay with it, though, despite that.]
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Either way...I'm glad you were willing to share it with me, Arisato-kun.
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[It...does feel a little lighter, doesn't it? He feels like he does, anyway.]
I guess I'll head off now. [He's sure they both have plenty to think about.]
But... I really am glad we did this.
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It feels like I know you a little better now.
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[A nod, and:]
I'll talk to you later.
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bye izuku.]