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[It's pleasant to just listen to Minato talk about his home. Minato's not only quiet on most days, but he doesn't seem to share things about himself very easily, unless prompted.

His lips curl slowly into a smile.]

Sometimes that happens--meeting someone who changes your life completely. Are the two of them close now?

[... Ah. Right. That's... the natural question, isn't it?

Minato's quiet for a long moment...and then his gaze drops a little.]

They were in love.

[...]

But... She ended up passing away...after she gave her life for his.

[Izuku's mouth drops open slightly in dismay. The bright look in his eyes disappears in the face of his sudden sorrow.]

Oh....oh no. That's awful.

... I'm sorry. That was...pretty grim, right?

[Their entire year was so grim, he has to remember that... it's very hard to hear.]

But I think, too... that she died the way she wanted to. She died protecting the person that she loved, with all of her heart...

... It's sad, but in a way, I'm happy for her too.

[Because she was already dying.]

Don't be! [Izuku shakes his head emphatically.] I was the one who asked...

Besides...even if it's grim, what you said makes a lot of sense to me. Death is hard to deal with, but if it's to protect the people important to you, then... that's. A good thing, right...?

[His voice wavers uncertainly over those words. It makes sense to him, of course, because he knows that's something he would be willing to do for those he's trying to protect. But... he's also been around Shouto and the others long enough now to hesitate, because he knows that's not what they would want him to do. It's all become a bit complicated in his head.]

...No.

[Minato shakes his head solemnly at that, looking at Izuku quietly. He won't deny that he was a little unclear there--but Chidori had already been dying, and she'd been able to choose the way she wanted to die. In that way, he was happy for her. In the way that she was able to choose her own life and death.

But...

He doesn't want Izuku to get the wrong idea here--because it makes his heart freeze in his chest.]

No, that's... not right either. It's not a good thing. Death is never a good thing.

[He'd chosen his death, and he doesn't regret his--he made his choice. But...]

It's always, always better to live. I was happy for Chidori because she was...able to take hold of her life, at least a little, before the end. But Junpei was still suffering because of it. Everything was still so hard because of it.

[...]

I was happy for her in some ways... but it wasn't a good thing.

Oh. [His eyes widen at Minato's words, then go unfocused as he looks away with a frown.]

Oh... [He says again, quietly.

Minato has a point, of course. His thoughts drift to Kouta, who had suffered and mourned the loss of his parents. His parents, who had died a heroic death, in the eyes of their society. No amount of praise from outsiders could make up for him having to grow up without his family.]

I guess...you're right. Sometimes--sometimes it's easy to get caught up in a purpose and not think about how you're affecting the people around you, too.

[How could he have forgotten? All Might had told him as much, that he thought he would die in his last fight with All For One. Hadn't he been happy and relieved when All Might said he'd decided to fight his fate and continue living and walking alongside him?]

[... Alright. Minato's shoulders relax a bit when Izuku agrees with that. He knows Izuku is a true hero, and someone who will save the people around him with everything he has--

But he doesn't want to see that turn into complete self-sacrifice. He wants Izuku to be okay... no matter what.

So that he can save so many more people, with a smile on his face.]

... You're right. [Minato offers up a small smile at that, expression gentle.] But I think so long as you keep that in mind, you'll be okay. The fact that it's something you're thinking about...that's a good thing.

Someone like you... can help so many more people by being alive to save them. And... by being alive to give them that smile of yours.

[So many more than dying for some people.]

So please remember that.

[Izuku ends up blinking back tears. The way Minato says it, like he believes that Izuku can reach that point means so much to someone who had grown up being told he amounted to nothing.]

I...I will. [Choked up as he is, Izuku's voice comes out small and wavering.]

Sometimes it feels like you believe in me more than I believe in myself.

[... Ha. Well. Minato can't say he's entirely surprised by that statement. With everything he knows about Izuku and what he's been through...?]

... It can be hard sometimes to believe in yourself, I think. When... you've been through all of the things you have.

But that's okay.

[He nods peacefully, firmly, and:]

For those times... when it's hard for you to believe in yourself, I'll believe in you. Until you can believe in yourself again. It's a promise.

[Minato's so kind, Izuku probably should've expected exactly that from him.]

Thank you... Arisato-kun. [He pauses a little, then gives a soft laugh.] I want to do the same for you, but I think you're way more assured in your own abilities than I am.

[... Well. Saving the world does tend to do that, somehow. It's okay, Izuku, you'll get there someday.]

I wasn't always, but... I guess after enough practice, anything gets easier, right?

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